2/22/22 I decided I'd had enough. I gave it up and realized for me anyways, it had to end completely. No more wiggle room on this.
Since I made that commitment, it's been amazing. I got into fitness, dropped 24 pounds, got into kayaking, weightlifting, meditation, singing, recording, all kinds of stuff. I went to Costa Rica twice, stayed sober the whole time and had a freaking blast!
I made some major life changes, one of them being getting out of an unhappy marriage, deciding to retire and move overseas. I dropped 5/6 meds I was on. I have felt happy and content with the direction my life is taking and looking forward to the future.
